Religion is something we practice, something that we do periodically for a purpose. It is a practice that can also be put aside for various reasons. If Christianity is only a religion to us, then it must not be all that important to us, since this is something we can do without if we choose to.
So what exactly is Christianity to us? What is the Christian identity we want to be? With identity comes belonging; with belonging comes a sense of self. A little soul searching brings to mind how, no matter how sinful the state of my life is, the fact that I am a Christian is the only sanity amidst my chaotic life. It is the only comforting thought that reassured me that not all is lost. It is a fact that I clinged on dearly to draw strength for me to go on. Being a Christian to me is no less than my life, it is my very being, my entire self.
I recalled an episode in my life when I was in my teens, not too many years after I first accepted Christ. I was exploring a different church where a lady was tasked to encourage me to join her church. She told me I was not saved at all. What I thought was an acceptance of Christ and reborn as Christian when I was 13 years old was "false" provided I carry out a series of actions to cleanse myself, re-confess my sins and re-declare my belief in Christ. To re-declare my faith was not a problem, I would gladly do this over and over again. However, the moment when I was told I wasn't saved and could not be considered a Christian was as though half of me died. I felt as though I was dealt with a blow that hit right into my soul. Being a Christian is not just practising a religion, it is who I am, it is what I am, without which there is no me.
Recognizing what Christianity is to us is only the beginning of our new life. To live a spirit-filled life is another study on its own. For a start, I am thankful I can call myself a Christian. I can proudly declare I have been called out of darkness to God's marvellous light. I have tasted God's mercy to allow me to be a child of God. I am thankful this is who I am, it is what I want to be and how I want to live my life.
But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light: Which in time past were not a people, but are now the people of God: which had not obtained mercy, but now have obtained mercy. 1 Peter 2: 9-10.